15 Reasons...

You just know you are in much deeper shit than you had ever expected when...

1. You find new and increasingly innovative ideas to attend tuition far more often than necessary. You hope to run into her there and hate it if she decides to bunk.
2. You arrive before time so as to get to spend a few more minutes with her. (You need not have bothered because she is always late… you get angry but calm down as soon as you see her arrive).
3. You try to get her out of your head and succeed in only getting her more firmly embedded in your thoughts.
4. The only other girl you get attracted to, reminds you of her and you freak out when you realize that this is what caused the attraction.
5. You lie to the one you think you had loved because she would prefer not to be around her.
6. You begin to enjoy spacing out every few minutes… thinking of her.
7. All of your fantasies assume the same two characters. You and her.
8. You find peace in two conditions… with her, or alone but occupied with thoughts of her.
9. You catch yourself arguing whether her smallest most insignificant comments might imply something deeper.
10. You lie to create situations that prolong your encounters with her… preferably without too many others.
11. You hate it when she talks about her crushes. You deal with it by expressing severe sarcasm.
12. You walk straight ahead without looking back when it’s time to leave her. You cannot trust what you might give away if you succumb to the desire of turning back.
13. You feel pain but still give her genuine advice if she faces problems in her relationship.
14. You vividly remember every conversation you had with her even if they were held years ago. And all of them make you smile.
15. You like her when she is normal… but love her when she gets mad at you. So you purposely needle her to make it happen more often.